you know what, originally i was like woow i'm so motivated!!! then i got busy so i was kinda sad about that, but excited for all the things i'd be doing irl!!! then my dad cancelled half my shit so i guess i do have time.
i have a lot of projects planned but have gotten to none of them mostly because my physical is just plain awful like waking up today was AWFUL and a little bit ago I saw poemdoll's poems and it inspired me to post one of mine
i wrote it in probably 10 minutes right after i woke up and it's not terrible but it isn't spectacular,,, but if you're interested go see it here. i was intentional in the way it was orginally titled with the disease i'm dealing with but eventually changed it, because it felt meangingless to point it out; it's more of a commentary of my feelings around my health
and i have gone on and on about my bad physical health but i also kind of hate the feeling of people feeling bad for me too!!!! i don't know why but i don't like it at all
if you're disabled/chronically ill/your body just sucks just know i understand bro ts sucks and if you relate feel free to comment or msg in my cbox about it alright bye