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Welcome to my diary, i won't be adding any (major) css for a long time

NO triggering content is gonna b talked about!!! this is in a month/day/year format cause im a PROUD AMERICAN!!!

3/17/2024 - I'm sick. Again.

I WAS SICK 3 MONTHS AGO. I woke up for fajr today, I felt fine. I wake up this morning and suddenly I'm in hell. To the lady to the left of me last night in Tarawih who kept sneezing and not covering your mouth. God has a plan for you... Every time I get sick I get really ill so I try to avoid places that would get me sick. thanks mom for dragging me to the masjid last night . Now I'm going to spend the rest of my days bedridden with a COLD of all things hoping someone would take me to the back of the barn and put me out of my misery1!!! I always get sick for like a week at a time too. I have a weak body, so colds always destroy me and my sore throats are so bad I can't speak or swallow. AHGHGHDHSFKHJSDFHSD AND I HAVE TO MAKE UP DAYS IM NOT FASTING 😭😭😭😭😭

3/5/2024 - THE GOOD ENDING?

guys. I GOT MY PHONE BACK!!!!!!!!!! YAYYAYAYYYYYYY WOOO YIPPEEEE I THOUGHT THIS DAY WOULD NEVER COME? im ready to be on my pjsekai grind!!!! Also, im visiting my local library on friday and my amazon package is getting here on the 10th!! LIFE IS SO GOOD RN????

2/21/2024 - today was so stressful

I used to not understand why people smoke cigarettes. Joking I would never smoke.......... I was so happy to be "done" with everything then remembered that I have to go to yearbook club I swear my face almost melted off right then and there. There is no way in HELL in the next 5 years I'm subjecting myself to the same amount of bullshit I'm doing this year. Pro tip, Highschool years doesn't mean you need to over acheive take it from me!!!!!!! COMPLETELY DISREGARDING WHAT I JUST SAID, I want to sign up for vollenteering in the summer maybe? Idk, I'm always either doing work or sleeping, I want to get out an try something new. ?!?!?!? We'll see how it goes. I have BAD BADDD social anxiety around crowds and literally just thinking about being around that many people makes me SO queasy so thats an even better reason why I should. goob out bye

2/17/2024 - cake complete

Hellooooo it's finally the weekend I feel like I went through one of Hercules' trials but all is well because I made that cake And honestly I think it looks pretty good, it was my first time ever actually frosting one so I did go a bit overboard. I want to try baking another cake for my birthday, It's gonna be a vanilla and whipped cream cake with strawberries!!!! The only thing that sucks is that my mom ate my lobster pasta but its whatever BUT ALSO I REALLY WANTED TO EAT IT I SAVED IT FROM YESTERDAY WHEN MY SISTER GOT ME RED LOBSTER but also I'm trying to practice patience so it's whatever food is food and food is meant to be eaten anyways (i'm coping) I hope you guys have a nice relaxing weekend!! btw. should i cave and finally add css idk

1/30/2024 - RAHHHHH

I'm gonna show you guys an image. THIS IS HOW MUCH HOMEWORK I HAVE THIS WEEK???? It's so joever. This is why I haven't been updating the site as often as I'd like to, I'm in the swamps right now πŸ˜” its not helping that I got a 30 and 40 on some tests today respectfully; I hate to admit it but I'll probably have to study... In other news, I got the Dream Diary page done which I'm REALLY PROUD OF I love it so much you can see how much I've improved since the graphics page when it comes to make web books(?) Go check it out maybe to compare?! 😢

1/15/2024 - time to go to werk

puke warning again sorry ooooo heyyy happy new year!! This saturday I was woken up by my sister because she. threw up on me. For reference I sleep in bunkbed at the bottom so you can put the rest together... 😣 I don't know but ever since then my sleep schedule has been ass? I couldn't go back to bed when it happened because my blanket was covered in bile so I was up since then. In other less disgusting news I've been trying to gather inspiration and motivation for coding but it always kinda twists into some sort of jealousy? Like damn they're way better than me which is honestly. Really pathetic of me, I'm gonna make myself get out of this weird self depricating mindset and just get back to the grind. And... Happy Mr Luther King JR Day 🫢🏾

12/27/2023 - currently sick, its probably the flu...

heres your official warning for me talking about being sick and stuff. Two days ago-ish I got a sore throat but it was gone the next day so I thought nothing of it. Today I woke up with a horrible sore throat and went back to bed after being awake for like 2 hours. It only really got worse throughout the day, I felt super nautious whenever I moved slightly so I remember sleeping for like 5 hours today. I also took a shower which helped a lot. I tried eating grits and my sister made me breakfast but I ended up throwing it up. I threw up 3 times today actually. As I'm writing this my throat doesn't feel as terrible, but my ears feel stuffed and my body temp is super high but I spent most of this day sleeping it really sucks. Stay safe out there guys (T_T)

12/2/2023 - getting high for the greater good

Yesterday I had to get some filaments so they gave me some laughing gas for the proceedure. 15 minutes in and I really thought this edible aint shit and then I thought about something funny my sister said and actually couldn't stop laughing bro. Like yeah no it hit. The dental assistants voice sounded deep and mine did too. Once they started I could 100% feel what they were doing so the dentist left me to breathe in more gas. While I was sitting there bro i was off my rocker!! I was playing around with my hands and snapping my fingers my hand was moving like I was in an animation meme. Afterwards they felt kinda itchy and me and my mom got McDonalds so I got a strawberry smoothie and a fish o fillet. If you're wondering my papers say I was on that shit for 55 minutes πŸ”₯ Honestly it was an OK experience don't ever do drugs man...

10/13/2023 - Oooo Friday the 13th

Yesterday I went to 5below and got some cool shit like a gloomybear lego set, bluey stickers, minecraft stickers, some keychains, etc. ALSO MY BEST FRIEND IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD SUNNY CAME OVER TO MY HOUSE SHES THE BEST IF UR READING THIS SUNNY ILY!!!!!! I cooked some food, and we hung out for a bit before my mom drove her home and we talked in the car. woowoowooooyiipeeee

9/21/2023 - AAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! (POSITIVELY) Fionna And Cake ep 7-8 SPOILERS!!!

Today was such a good day WOWIE!!!! Sure I am swamped in homework that I haven't finished as of typing this but todays Fionna and cake episode WAS SO FUCKING GOOD GOD WE FIANLLY GOT A GUMLEE KISS ON SCREEN IM LITERALLY SOBBINTG AND THE PARALELLS TO BUBBLELINE I WAS IN SHAMBLES. When the episode ended i went to my bed and i jumped up and down and moved my body in erratic unhumanly ways. I also finished the Good Omens book, I thoroughly enjoyed it!!! Very good very great i dont wanna spoil the excitement but i have like 70 screenshots of the pages i loved i sound like a nerd and i recoiled a little bit typing this entry but im far past cringe i code for fun

9/18/2023 - lgbtq brainrot

I was barely awake from a nap i took yesterday when i was thinking about the Fionna and Cake show when it literalyl hit me. Good Omens was a book. I CAN JUST GO READ GOOD OMENS. I CAN JUST GO READ GOOD OMENS????? I CAN JUST GO READ GOOD OMENS!!!!!!!!! i was slipping back into my slumber with heavy eyelids like woah. i should read that. So all day I've been reading it, right now i'm 65 pages in and i'll not eat a single morsel of food until i finish. im not srs im gonna read this like a movie πŸ˜œπŸ˜‰πŸ«‘ right now i think its SO GOOD AND IF POSSIBLE READ IT!!! i don't wanna get too into detail but great and i love it it's a lot more detailed/explicit about the characters emotions which is GREAT are bye have an awesome day!!!

9/12/2023 - webrings are hard

wow i am like stressing out trying to get onionring to work ☠️ idk how you guys do this i am stunned the CSS file is bonkers bananas and straight up refuses to do anything at all i'll probably just try deleting FUCKING EVERYTHING AND TRYIGN ALL OVER AGAISN ASAHSHAHSHAHHAS besides that im feeling like all my layouts are the same or something like i want to make my sites more unique hmmm also i straight up haven't been watching the shows i said i would oops

9/5/2023 - feeling a little dead but it's alright

First day back to school after the weekend and Labor Day, i feel like a zombie holy fuck !!!! 🀐 and i have homework to do aughhhhh its alr i guess, i am just out of it today bro 😭 i am still so extremely grateful for 100 followers though, you guys are so cool and bring so much happiness to me ❀️ i had ice cream yesterday so that was nice, the flavor i got was Graham central station in a waffle bowl i highly reccomend it πŸ‘πŸΎ and i literally put 49 hours of game tim into royale high in the past 30 days

9/1/2023 - HTML Diary has returned.

I tried. I TRIED TO MAKE A WHOLE NEW PAGE!!! I love my HTML Diary too much to let it go πŸ’” it feels so simple and to the point idk its just so great!!! Lately, I've been struggling with my websites, they feel so boring and uninteresting. i feel like they're missing some kind of "wow" factor and i keep destroying them like half way through its getting OUTTA HAND. It's all good, I'm going to be taking a mini break from coding and read up some books and finish the Khan Academy JS course this weekend then make my return!!!! But also I'm going to watch the new Fionna and Cake show plus the WWDITS episode. OH OH AND OUR FLAG MEANS DEATH AND BEN10. A lot of shows to watch.... idk ill just be chilling and relaxing so i don't get burnt out

8/11/2023 - Autistic skill regression and learning art

i have been DRAINING myself trying to figure out a gahdamn layout for anything ever i swear i am so uncreative πŸ˜“ but i got some hatsune miku keychains today yippeeeeee but its all good i still love coding i just have a little bit of coders block i guess lmao! speaking of, i've been picking up art!!!! super exciting hobby and I think it's very fufilling. If you're thinking about starting to draw just do it who cares if it looks bad just have fun thats my advice it makes it so YOU ACTUAL ENJOY DRAWING!!!!! and no comparisons!!!!!! gahhh i miss kΓΆnig tiktok astonished emoji

i was gonna end it there but i want to go on a little tangent about how i have been going through the worst skill regression ever like writing/typing is getting kinda hard for me i keep SPELLING WORDS BACKWARDS LMFAOAOOAAO yesterday i couldn't even spell "maybe" its okay the last time this happened was around 2-3 years ago ill be ok 🫑

8/8/2023 - IM DONE... IM DONE!!!!!!!!!!!

its joever. THE SITE IS DONE RAHHHHH i'll probably do some other things before posting it later today but I want to bring up the fact that I threw out this layout lmao

screenshot of my old scrapped site layout

ok yea you could say goob what the hell that looks amazing why did you do that and i would say idk..... IF U THINK IT LOOKS BETTER THAN WHAT IVE GOT COOKED UP IM GNA CRY DONT TELL ME THAT...... also very happy I GOT STATUS CAFE TO WORK!!!!!! and a brand new error page coming up later todayayyaya okay bye have a good day


8/7/2023 - IM GOING CRCRCRRCRCRCRCRRCRCRCRCAZYYYYYYY

pleas god. i am shaking my computer gripping the screen making this remake bro.... like i had a layout; then i threw it out completely cause i hate it and it looks SO SIMILAR to what i have right now!:!2!?@12/!@?123 and i still haven't finished my homework oops