[10/4/2025] My Trees Bleed pops in my shoulders arise pops in my hips arise vertigo hits my head as i sit up my gait slights right and my legs bend inward my knees catch fire and i catch nothing My heart beats like it wants escape more than I DO. i wish to be grinded into a paste and scream the whole time Everything I hold falls out of my hands twitches and tremors, i fall to my knees i can’t keep DROPPING EVERYTHING. frustration boils in my chest instead of my head i’m making a face i didn’t want to i want to fall to the ground like i was in my own hands slamming my fists against the ground in frustration screaming crying but if i go down i won’t get back up i’ll stay and my bones will still pop vertigo will still hit my head my knees will still catch fire and my trees will still bleed